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Broke down and sent him a text to see if he hated me after sending him that last text last Tuesday.  He has not responded.  I want to die.  I can't have him hate me. I don't know what i am going...

Well, I made it thru a Tuesday.  You didn't bother calling or texting me.  You must be either still mad at me from last Tuesday or decided to forget me period.  I hope that it's not the later or...

Well, I turned stalkerish today and drove by your house.  You weren't there. You weren't at your parents.  Drove by the ex-in-laws and saw you weren't there either.  Headed back towards Janeen' s...

Found out a few things recently.  Spanky lied to his boss saying that he needed "emergency family time" due to the flood.  What?  If it was a family emergency, dont you think Pappa Ronnie would...

Well, found out last night from Sean that Spanky more than likely didn't go to work last night.  He said that he saw Spank's jeep outside EMA.  What would he be doing there?  They didn't need...

Well, he did the every Tuesday thing again.  He called me asking me a stupid question that he KNEW the answer to, pretty much just to see if I would respond.  I shouldn't have answered the phone...

Just saw the pictures on Spanky's myspace page of him and Rayna.  they are all over eachother and it makes me SICK!  He wanted to "talk to me" on Tuesday, right. Probably rub it in my face and tell...

Not really in a good mood today.  Spanky was on my mind the entire night.  Kept waking up to check my phone.  He never called or texted.  I tried to text him and ask if he was going to tell me...

Was talking to Jay last night via text messages.  At 5:54 I get a text, from Spanky.  He asked me if I could come up to his work for his lunch break.  I asked him why he wanted me to and he said...

Feeling pretty low today.  It's supposed to rain all week and already I am feeling down and blue.  Missin Spanky like crazy.  Doubt he's even tried to contact me.  I leave my cell phone off...

Made it thru the weekend without him.  Went to karaoke last night.  He didn't show.  He was probably recooping from his party weekend.  Saw that he was at home last night though.  The DJ told me...

Well, I went to see a palm/tarot card reader last night.  She was DEAD on!  She read my palm and told me that I worry too much, I over analyze EVERYTHING, I can't say no and am too giving. ...

After further investigation, found out Spanky told his family that Rayane is 20  but will be 21 in a few weeks.  I dropped the bombshell that she's only 19. Even when she turns 20 it still makes...

Having a hard time right now.  I haven't actually talked to Spanky in over 2 weeks.  I have texted him twice and left a message on his myspace page.  Usually he would get right back with me but...

Well, here's the run down of the past month:1.  Joined Spark People (wight loss website) on Jan 7 and have lost 13 lbs so far.  2.  Ended high school swim season and have 3 more weeks of middle...