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Well, I talked to him again last Tuesday for about 2.5 hours texting.  It was a good talk but he is still in love with her.  He had kicked her out but then let her back cause she "didn't have...

Well, after the thing on Saturday, didnt hear from Spank again until Tuesday night.  He was asking me questions about video cams on the Blackberry. Nothing else pretty much.  Then Wednesday eve...

Well, like clockwork, Spanky contacts me last night and wants me to come party with Clint and him in White Rock. It sounded like fun so I went.  Things went really well at first. Spanky went and put...

Feel like I am lost in a fog.  Really no where to go.  Still can't shake the feelings I have for Spanky.  I know deep down we were meant for eachother and feel that he will come back to me later...

Well, found out some heart breaking news last night.  Rayna did not send me those texts, Spanky did.  He made it look like she sent them. How can someone be so cruel and malicious?  He said that I...

It's been well over a month since he last contacted me.  I have to accept that he is done with me and will possibly never talk to me again.  I know what Larry and Norma have told me about my future...

Well, tomorrow it will be an entire month since I have seen or heard from Spanky.  This has been the longest that we have gone without speaking since before we met in October.  i don't know if he...

Headache a little better today.  Mixed a cocktail of darvocette and aleve last night and it actually worked, for a while.  It has worn off now but I only have less than 2 hours of work to go. ...

Still have a major headache after 5 days now.  Really don't think the doctor will do anything about it so I'm going to wait it out a little longer.  Doug keeps buggin me for money.  I told him to...

Well, still have my headache from yesterday.  I think alot of my problem with wanting a quick relationship with Spanky is that the world is getting crazier by the minute.  We have tornados here all...

Found out yesterday that Spanky is a total liar and he's getting worse! Aunt Vicky told Brenda that Spanky was at my house swimming 2 weekends ago and Brenda blew a gasket.  She had just been...

Well, I realized last night that I haven't talked to Spank in 12 days, not the 5 that I was originally thinking.  It has been a week since the "confrontation" with JD.I'm starting to get a little...

Well, Spanky hasn't even tried to contact me after Rayna took charge of his life.  Don't know if he is afraid that i'm mad at him, doesn't have the number to call me anymore or just doesn't give a...

I sent Spank a text this morning just to say "wish you were here". She intercepted it and told me to leave her boyfriend alone.  I told her I was talking to him and if she had a problem with him...

Well, it's Thursday, the day that he knows I will be at his former roommate's house.  Will he actually show up like he said that he "might just do" or will he stay with her?  If he stays with her...