hosana
Status: Thinking why did he do this to me after ten years.
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- Today i asked if i could get sent home from work, tears fell down my face and i just wanted the world to stop i got a call at work after 10 months they found my partner who made a statement to them that he does not want to be found he is got a new...
- Today i asked if i could get sent home from work, tears fell down my face and i just wanted the world to stop i got a call at work after 10 months the found my partner who made a statement to them that he does not want to be found he is got a new...
- its been nine months now after a ten year relationship, i have my good and bad days but mostly good as i have amazing support. My fear is knowing that i have read up about sociopaths it really scares me, my sociopath didn't hit me but he drained me...
- I havent been on here for a while ive been trying to rebuild and focus on my life by being busy, but last week after 6 months i went on my first date, I hated it, i came home vomiting and crying the whole night, Why cant i let go, all i kept...
- It is true they say as time passes you get stronger, i still have my moments, but today i did something that i was so brave to do, in my mind for months i could not bring myself to do this but all by myself, I walked into the bank and closed our...
- Its now been 5 months and today i didnt realize how time had gotten away from me, and i sat down and cried as if my hurt started all over again, he left without a goodbye nothing only dont look for me im not coming back and a pile of debt. that i...
- when i have good days i pick up the strength i go into my garage that where my p spends most of his time, and each time i do it breaks me, as this is where he spent most of his time doing work well i went to open up one of the draws and i was so...
- in February i had a date planed in my mind that tomorrow will be the day i say goodbye to the world, as this is the day of my p birthday ten years ago to that very day i met him, and now i was doing so well, until it got closer to the 1st of july ...
- Why is it so hard to move on, i have my good and bad days, and its been 5 months now and when his name comes up in conversations, why cant i say My Ex why do i feel a part of me cant let go. I so much want to let go and visualise what life would be...
- Four the past four months my life like many is and has been a living hell, being in a relationship for ten yrs. is so hard to erase the memories, cause each time I am by myself I start analyzing and over thinking and the anxiety and pain...
- Just when i thought everything was going good, and i was starting to get me back i then received a letter from the bank saying that i had gone into a payment arrangement to pay an overdrawn account what really made me sick is this part. he moved 9...
- If my ex has left and after all the research and reading moved on are they likely to come back for their possessions, such as photos from the past my ex has pictures of work that he has done in the past before he meet me, and i dont know what to do...
- If my ex has left and after all the research and reading moved on are they likely to come back for their possessions, such as photos from the past my ex has pictures of work that he has done in the past before he meet me, and i dont know what to do...
- If my ex has left and after all the research and reading moved on are they likely to come back for their possessions, such as photos from the past my ex has pictures of work that he has done in the past before he meet me, and i dont know what to do...
- i cant stop crying, and thinking of him as much as i try to think positive and thought i was doing fine then that image of the piece of paper don't find me im not coming back hit me. i cant stop crying, as much as i want to i feel my heart has been...