Why is it so hard to move on, i have my good and bad days, and its been 5 months now and when his name comes up in conversations, why cant i say My Ex why do i feel a part of me cant let go. I so much want to let go and visualise what life would be like for me, but i cant bring myself to do it. i cant even go into his messy garage i cant bring myself to do that or have anyone go near it. i feel like as if he is dead, but certain things trigger me off i really wish that there was a group where we could all meet up in person and share our stories, if there is a movie made of this i want to be in on the big screen, and play the victim i dont need acting classes. I read something where they say that the older they get its more worse for the new victim, im so scared if he ever shows up after a year, i used to say on many occasions, your hilters twin or your satans twin, it all makes sense to me now, but what do you say if they ever appear after so long. i think mine will cause he knows what he has left behind and what value it has to him.
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