2ww begins

Well we have done all we can for this cycle, now the dreaded 2WW starts…. I am really really hoping this will be it. If not it will mean IVF and who know when we will be able to afford that.  God the 2ww is hardly started and I’m already stressing and wanting to take a HPT how ridiculous! On the weekend we had a friend pop around to tell us that his wife (they only got married 4 weeks ago) is pregnant which was a surprise as she is 5 months, but they had chosen not to tell anyone until after the wedding. It now makes sense why they didn’t invite any friends just family. I must admit DH and I were a little hurt and surprised that we didn’t get an invite but now it all makes sense (well kind of any way, its not like we would have thought badly of them or anything…) I really didn’t know how to feel, I was sad, disappointed for my self and happy for them, all in all a terribly confusing and exhausting experience. I just hope this month it works and I never have to feel like this again