Having a bad day

Well my 2WW is over, BFN as expected.... I have my doctor’s appointment on the 5th of August and I must say I am about to do my head in! This is worse than any 2WW anxiety. I get all my test results back on that day and hopefully I just may have an answer as to what the hell is going on with my body. I have looked for hours for answers on the net, but all I can find is the stuff about PCOS, anovulation or male factor problems, but nothing and I mean NOTHING out there about this whole "less than desirable ovulation" thingy my doctor told me was the problem he expected me to have and the reason why we can't have babies... its so frustrating and I feel so alone its like I’m living in this nightmare 24/7 and can't seem to break away form it. I really don't know how the hell I'm going to crawl my way to the 5th with no answers especially since there may be even more tests at the end of that particular tunnel.  I wish I could just find something, anything that may explain what is wrong with my body! I feel like I'm broken or something and I'm so so so scared that whatever this is that is broken just won’t be able to be fixed.