thinking....
I'm so tired... today was really tough. I feel so drained...
I had my first counselling session... it was o.k but not great. It left me feeling really tired. I have another in a fortnight, not sure if I will go....
Teaching was also tough, I have to pretend to be o.k and that is so hard... I wish I could have sat in my office all day, maybe thats what I will do tomorrow, just sit there and write....
I miss squishy so bad, I feel so sad, its like all the sunshine has gone from the world.
when will this end....
I had my first counselling session... it was o.k but not great. It left me feeling really tired. I have another in a fortnight, not sure if I will go....
Teaching was also tough, I have to pretend to be o.k and that is so hard... I wish I could have sat in my office all day, maybe thats what I will do tomorrow, just sit there and write....
I miss squishy so bad, I feel so sad, its like all the sunshine has gone from the world.
when will this end....
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I too will be in therapy sessions this week. I know counceling is draining, but for me it\'s a chance to hear my own voice speak. To say things I don\'t have an opportunity to say anywhere else. It brings to me an opportunity to voice my own answers sometimes... sometimes answers to my own questions. Sometimes it just brings more questions... but either way, it brings me farther in my journey. I hope you decide to go to your next session.
and you made it through. I feel like I am always telling people that, but it\'s something that gets me through. Sometimes to just look at this awful day I\'ve had, this pain that never subsides, and say, I made it. And soon ... I don\'t know when but someday it will be more than just making it ... it will be LIVING. Don\'t beat yourself up, let yourself feel exhausted and know you made it through another day. You are loved.
I am drained too...yay we all made it through another day! Hugs to you lina