Celian

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  Journal Comment

  Posted by: Celian

  Posted: 02/11/2019

  Celian commented on Celian's journal Still here

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 02/11/2019

  Celian commented on Marthar1201's journal 4yrs nd 7 months since you been gone

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Celian

  Posted: 08/31/2018

  Celian commented on the discussion My Son’s Anniversary is Sunday.

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  Discussion Like

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  Posted: 08/31/2018

  Celian liked the discussion My Son’s Anniversary is Sunday.

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  Still here

  Posted by: Celian

  Posted: 08/31/2018

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  Just a little update from me to say that I am still here, still pregnant at 34 weeks with m precious ranbow baby girl, still praying and hoping, and also still remembering my darling first born, my angel child, Ellaine Sinza.Praying all are holding on as best as the can. All angel baby mommas are always in my prayers.

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  Journal Comment

  Posted by: Celian

  Posted: 08/31/2018

  Celian commented on Celian's journal Pregnant!

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 01/23/2018

  Celian commented on the discussion Optimistic.

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  Still

  Posted by: Celian

  Posted: 11/28/2017

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  Still miss her, still alone, her body is still missing, and I am still alive. Its been nearly four years, and the difference is I am now hopeful. I dont think my life is doomed, maybe there is still a chance for me to find some measure of happiness in some form. Hope next year my journal title will not be still hopeful.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 11/22/2017

  Celian commented on the discussion After 3 years and 6 months.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 05/19/2017

  Celian commented on the discussion Baby 1st Birthday and Born Sleeping .

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 05/18/2017

  Celian commented on the discussion New to this.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 05/08/2017

  Celian commented on the discussion Hanging In There.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 04/25/2017

  Celian commented on the discussion Why?.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 04/07/2017

  Celian commented on the discussion Stillbirth at 37+3.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 04/06/2017

  Celian commented on the discussion Stillbirth at 39+4 weeks.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 04/06/2017

  Celian commented on the discussion A Little Bit of Anger.

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Celian

  Posted: 03/23/2017

  Celian commented on the discussion My loss at 41 weeks.

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  Life goes on

  Posted by: Celian

  Posted: 03/22/2017

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  I remember the shock at the sun coming out on the morning following Sinza's birth, and feeling betrayed by the way he world didn't stop to acknowledge such a profound event. Now I appreciate fully the meaning of observing a moment of silence when someone passes on.This has carried on in the subsequent events that have happened in my life.. my Dad passing on four months after Sinza, the exhumation and disposal of Sinza's body.. now I know no matter how horrid or gruesome or sad an event.. life...

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Celian

  Posted: 03/22/2017

  Celian commented on the discussion Guilt.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 03/22/2017

  Celian commented on the discussion Carson's Gifts - 5th Angelversary.

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  Cemetery desecrated Sinza's body missing

  Posted by: Celian

  Posted: 01/12/2017

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  So, a "hotshot" decided he needed the land on which the church cemetery is located, brought some goons in the middle of the night, exhumed all the bodies, plucked them out of their coffins,tossed them to the side, dumped the bodies in bin bags, bin bags!! threw them on the back of a lorry, and dumped them at a secret location...which he refuses to share with us. The cemetery land is cordoned off and patrolled by aremd gun welding men. So its Sinza's 3rd birthday on Saturday, and I have no idea...

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  Others

  Posted by: Celian

  Posted: 12/20/2016

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  Sinza turns 3 years next month. Yesterday a family lost their 18 year old princess. Death of others always makes me ponder about the death of my daughter.  In one thought I think I would take 18 years of life for her, before she got to be taken away, unlike this where she was taken before we even got in a single second. In another thought I think how bloody cruel..giving her to me for 18 years..I invest all the love care and education in her and she dies just when she is ripe to start out life...

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Celian

  Posted: 12/19/2016

  Celian commented on the discussion Taken too soon.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 12/19/2016

  Celian commented on the discussion Lost.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 11/28/2016

  Celian commented on the discussion Holiday sadness.

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Celian

  Posted: 11/10/2016

  Celian commented on the discussion Feeling lost/hopeless.

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Celian

  Posted: 10/26/2016

  Celian commented on the discussion Thinking of this group.

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Celian

  Posted: 10/03/2016

  Celian commented on the discussion How many kids do you have?.