Hello angel mommies and maybe daddies too.
I have not visit this support group in a while, but do keep you all in my heart. For the new angel mommies here I am so sorry for you loss. I lost my first baby boy back in May 29, 2014 at 36 weeks. I had a perfect pregnancy and one day his heart just stopped beating. I still cry for him from time to time. I think about him every single day. There is never a day that i do t think of him. I still kiss his ultrasound picture every morning and night and let him know how much i love him and miss him.
Eli has a little rainbow baby boy Mateo who is 1 year and 6 months. He was supposed to be born the same day as Eli's 2nd angelversary but had an emergency c section because the dr noticed that I was losing him as well. He had the umbilical cord wrapped around his neck and waa not showing signs of growth and breathing on his own. But thank God they noticed and he is here with me. Although Mateo has changed my world, it will never replace the love and desire of having Eli here with me.
Give your selves time to grieve. Cry, scream... It's ok. But let me tell you there will be better or ok days. I still cry for my son the pain of not having him with me will never go away, but time helps you ease some of the pain, anxiety, anger, and all other emotions you are going through....
I remeber reading other mommies telling me the same thing.... And thought to myself how does it get better???? Are they insane!!! But it does....
I am here for you guys if you need some support.
My heart goes to all of you.
And thanks to all who have share their stories.
Hello All, I am new to DailyStrength and this support group. I had a son that was stillborn when I was almost 38wks pregnant, 22yrs ago when I was 20yrs old and in college. August 26th was the day he was stillborn. I now live in a different state than I did then, with totally different people in my life. There are some people that know I experienced this loss but the majority of the people in...