Today makes it 3 months since Scarlett was born sleeping. Everyone keeps telling me to do things in my own time and that time heals everything. For the most part, I'm hanging in there. But then I see people with their little ones and it's like a kick straight to my heart. Almost an actual physical pain.
I decided to open this box that the hospital had sent home with me when I was allowed to go home. Inside I found her crib card, the gown and hat they had put her in, the blanket she was wrapped in when I held her, plaster casts of her little hands and feet and pictures they had taken of her. Of course I'm a blubbering mess right now but that pain reminds me that she was here and that I did and do love her.
All that's left to do now is keep hanging in there and hoping my heart heals a little more every day.
Hi my name is Kendal I'm 20 years old and I delivered my baby girl at 38 weeks and she was a stillborn the doctors couldn't find her heartbeat she died inside my belly 48 hours before my 38 week appointment I'm devastated this happened on December 20th 2017. I can't take in the fact that my baby is gone counseling doesn't work nor does the depression medicine the doctors prescribed for me. I just...
Hello angel mommies and maybe daddies too.I have not visit this support group in a while, but do keep you all in my heart. For the new angel mommies here I am so sorry for you loss. I lost my first baby boy back in May 29, 2014 at 36 weeks. I had a perfect pregnancy and one day his heart just stopped beating. I still cry for him from time to time. I think about him every single day. There is...