Today

Well today we have another young peoples meeting. But frankly to tell the truth I don't really know if I want to go! I'm just sick of guys! And so don't want to see him! I can't talk to him, and being around him is so uncomfortable! I just really am sick of being miserable, and I believe that he is making me feel this way! (he didn't do anything to me, its just I feel miserable around him because I can't talk to him.) I just want to be happy. If I don't see him or think about him, maybe I can pull my life back together atlast.