Overcome

Well I really want to overcome my problem, so I'm looking into these books that are specifically on the topic of the painfully shy. I just don't want to feel like this forever! I just want to finally be able to express myself to others, as easily as I do my family. I want them to know how hard it is for me, each day to be me. How when they are comfortably talking away to their friends, I am just sitting nervously on the sidelines with my head tilted down, feeling the social reject that I am.I want them to know, I just want them to know!