jacksonone93

I am man who have a major angry issue. I think everybody is out to get me. I recently just understood that its in my head. It tough to put the blame on myself. I so use to blaming the world. I have...

I'm bitter, man. I mad because I can't love other because I'm so hurt. I hate that someone had that much powr over me. I don't like that. I hadve no reason to be mad. Things haven't work out the best...

What I have learn on this journey. I learn that I'm not invicible. I learn that I need help and support and love and that even I can't do it alone. I learn that in the cm punk as I portray is just...

I have to clear my conscious. I 'm am married and  dating who don't know I'm married. Granted I having so my my ex for about 2 years and I really don't know why? But just don't know why mary won't...

Today, it is not easy to write your feeling in a journal. But I need this for my healing. I am moving forward.  I am am moving forward. I was saying to myself that I'm real good @ pushing people...

Hello, it is me and It has been a long time since I written in my journal. I been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder and I really don't know how to take this new info. Alot has happen...

1.   Loosing my mind.2. Getting kicked out of my house in California.3. Loosing my job @ accredo.4. Getting kicked out of Ann's house and my brother not  standing up for me.5. Getting caught up in...

I feel like my head is racing. I feel like that my mind is racing and I'm going out of my mind. Not talking to anybody is killing me. Maybe I'm going crazy. From getting kicked out of Ann's house and...

Hello this is Andrew Jackson and I'm living day to day. Well I made it to memphis but I lost my job. But I was so busy trying to get here that I knew it was a huge risk. I so sick of hearing that I'm...

This is it. No more hiding. No more excuse. No more. I have to depend on me to make. Nobody is going to back me up financially. I am going cross country and it is just me. I going to to read this...

I feel that I'm going down a cloudy road. Very black and white. I am alone, my mind is on the brink of insanity.  Even if is okay. My mind is so stress that I feel like dying. Never mind that I...

I have had a very trying 3 days. I been expose by my sister in law and my whole life has been a lie. I thought everybody was doing this stuff to me and I realize that it was me. I'm the bully, and...

I was working doing sign holding? This guy who drives a grey corvette. This guy walk up to me and gave me a $100 dollar bill.It is the single nicest thing a person ever gave me. He says I was the...

I have been on curfew so I can't be on tv at 12pm. I shit piss me off. I don't give a flying fuck what I got to do. I will use people take advantage what ever I got to do. So i don't have to return...

I'm  am frustrated with being in my house right now. I hope this people leave this house.  I'm already don't have access to the tv and computer like I wanted. But I will work Tuesday for a few...