jacksonone93

Hello, it has been awhile, I notice my journey from now. It has been long. First thing first, I'm in Minneapolis, MN. working a full time job. With a wife of close to 7 months and a step daughter of...

Hello, this is Andre Jackson and this is Jan 6, 2013. I haven't been here so long. But I really need a friend to talk to. Im in Mps. Mn. I'm divorce now (i think) and have a chance at real love but...

Hello, it is me and It has been a long time since I written in my journal. I been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder and I really don't know how to take this new info. Alot has happen...

1.   Loosing my mind.2. Getting kicked out of my house in California.3. Loosing my job @ accredo.4. Getting kicked out of Ann's house and my brother not  standing up for me.5. Getting caught up in...

I feel like my head is racing. I feel like that my mind is racing and I'm going out of my mind. Not talking to anybody is killing me. Maybe I'm going crazy. From getting kicked out of Ann's house and...

Hello this is Andrew Jackson and I'm living day to day. Well I made it to memphis but I lost my job. But I was so busy trying to get here that I knew it was a huge risk. I so sick of hearing that I'm...

This is it. No more hiding. No more excuse. No more. I have to depend on me to make. Nobody is going to back me up financially. I am going cross country and it is just me. I going to to read this...

I feel that I'm going down a cloudy road. Very black and white. I am alone, my mind is on the brink of insanity.  Even if is okay. My mind is so stress that I feel like dying. Never mind that I...

I have had a very trying 3 days. I been expose by my sister in law and my whole life has been a lie. I thought everybody was doing this stuff to me and I realize that it was me. I'm the bully, and...

I was working doing sign holding? This guy who drives a grey corvette. This guy walk up to me and gave me a $100 dollar bill.It is the single nicest thing a person ever gave me. He says I was the...

I have been on curfew so I can't be on tv at 12pm. I shit piss me off. I don't give a flying fuck what I got to do. I will use people take advantage what ever I got to do. So i don't have to return...

I'm  am frustrated with being in my house right now. I hope this people leave this house.  I'm already don't have access to the tv and computer like I wanted. But I will work Tuesday for a few...

I feel like I will never be in great standings with God. I know about grace and nothing I will do to earn it.  I am trying and trying to do something or anything to change to be cleanse. My marriage...

Today I jlive to be happy. It is a choice. I choice not to be negative but positive. I choose to be calm and anger free. It is a one day journey. I can't look for yesterday or tommorrow. I just look...

Today I will stay calm at all time. Mary will be home or not in 6 hours or so. So I will take it smooth today. My sister in law trying to convince me to stay with my wife. I am done with it. I have...