jacksonone93

I feel like I will never be in great standings with God. I know about grace and nothing I will do to earn it.  I am trying and trying to do something or anything to change to be cleanse. My marriage...

Today I jlive to be happy. It is a choice. I choice not to be negative but positive. I choose to be calm and anger free. It is a one day journey. I can't look for yesterday or tommorrow. I just look...

Today I will stay calm at all time. Mary will be home or not in 6 hours or so. So I will take it smooth today. My sister in law trying to convince me to stay with my wife. I am done with it. I have...

I am going through a divorce hoping I don't have to go through this. I'm wishing that it is some light at the end of the tunnel, but feel like it not going to happen.  Divorce is not natural ...

I am empty. In the state of  California, unemployment is bad. I haven't work in 3 years. I been in school but was trying to find work part time. I went to college and finish but I couldn't find any...

Lost 137 lbs so far.

I have been erase of the face of my page. I can't even save my frustration.

I basically talk to my brother about things of my past. He was offended but It been hurting me for years.  I got to run but explain later.

It' s  been a few days since I wrote in my journal. I  doing okay. I making a  career change from computers into pharmacy. I don't want to, but the job market really sucks for me right now. I have...

I got in trouble when i didn't  continue writing in my journal. But I think when I  write I feel better. I don't know what every thing will come out. I stil mad a God but the time is softening my...

I still trying to make it . I having surgery next tues. That is dominating my mind set right now. I nver been to serious surgery. Still trying to recover from last friday episode. Still angry about...

I am had a MAJOR breakdown down on June 13,2008. I went ballistic friday. I was in a fucked up mood all day. Everything irrated in the worse way. People didn't know how to drive & rude(So....

It's been a while since I been on this site but still trying to hold on.  Still looking for work. It's funny that I been on many interview in the last several weeks but no luck. I never thought have...

I just writing  to say things are going well in the emotion department. But I'm still looking for work. Job market is tough right now. I have to lie on my resume  about my job experience so I won't...

I have been trying to find work for since january. I 'm work in computer for a trade. I am A+ certified, dell certified and have a A.S. in Info Sys. I have been told I am overqualified so many times...