Not at my best

I'm bitter, man. I mad because I can't love other because I'm so hurt. I hate that someone had that much powr over me. I don't like that. I hadve no reason to be mad. Things haven't work out the best but I'm doing pretty good for myself. I just want to enjoy this moment right now. Don't want to look back and say I good I really had it. Then I ended my online dating with my girl from the cayman Island.  I'm not willing to give my life for uncertainty. Her name is Patricia Haylock. So that name will always be on this journal for the record.