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It is Franks favorite season.It is Summer and this is the season that I feel really good and I mean good.I even sleep better and i am not as tired.And I am waiting until Sunday until Brad goes...

Brad is going to jail Sunday night and I do not know what to do.All I will say is that strange things are happening and I do not know if it is just a coincidence or just my karma.I dreamt of so many...

I do not know wheter to laugh or cry but I will be direct and to the point.Brad is going to jail and he will be there at least 25 days.I have got to take care of the house,the cats and all of the...

I have decided when I get the rebate check to start planning a vacation.I havent had a vacation inf 4 years and I am getting looney.I do stuff everyday when it comes to the house and when I do,,I am...

Today it is 5 years that I lost my mother.And I do not know how to begin or even start.My mother was 84 years and died in a nursing home.She was on Medicaid because she lost the house and she had a...

Tomorrow it will be 5 years that my mother died and I am here at my computer wondering why.Her death was a shock to me because the last time I spoke to my mother was in April of 2003.Her mind was...

I am in so much pain and it has to be released.I miss frank so much now and the days are getting longer.But I am doing things by myself and trying to snap out of this.But there is noone here in...

This day is very special to me.It is fathers day and this is the day in our house that we celebrated it to the ,most.Frank would buy a chocolate cake and mother would make the coffee and then we...

On Friday the 13th of June,I found the possum dead.I screamed when I saw and I cried.This little guy came to the porch every day at 4 o clock in the morning and he did not look to good.I gave him...

I have made a painful decision and one that I have been thinking for some time.I am not going back to the choir and if fact I never want to go back.Every Christmas since 2002 I have been a Bell...

It was a good day for me today and I feel pretty good.I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders,yet I still feel alone.Brad just ordered 2 new cell phones.This one that we have is junk.We...

The grief of my brothers death is increasing.And I feel so much alone and I have never felt this way before.What can I do? Can anyone help me? Please advise me.I do not know.Making friends here is...

I am not in a very good mood and I just feel so lousy.Brad is always screaming at the way that I clean and I am at the end of my rope.He treats me like crap and I cannot take it anymore.So i am...

Franks day.It is tuesday and every tuesday my brother would call me.ANd I realize that I must end my relationship with Brad and it must be soon.I have never been involved with someone like him and...

I just learned very tragic news and i do not know what to do.A friend of the family for the past 50 years has got cancer and it does not look good.We have known them for 50 years and he was there...