vader

The past few days have been hell for me again.Brad has started his drinking again.I dont know what happened this time but he has been sober for one year.He knows that he cant drive and he has to take...

I am just so frustrated and it all stems from the fact that certain friends of mine in seattle have made very bad comments.The girls at the center told me that one of them said that i had no business...

i am just so happy.Stanley my youngest brother is coming to seattle for one month in June of 2009.! I havent seen him since 2004 and he told me that he is going to retire this year.I am very proud of...

Tomorrow it would have been John Lennons birthday.If he lived he would have been 68.And I am just so happy that I was born and lived in the 1960s and experienced all of the music and fashions and not...

All i know is that my brithday was just fantastic.It is just so wonderfu to be 61 and I feel so much closer to Stanley.Stanley is my last relative and he is my last brother.He is coming to seattle...

i found Brads cell phone and he gave it to me.He is going to get a new one.I noticed on his cell phone that there were a lot of phone calls and messages to this one number.i called and guess what? He...

My bank is WashingtonMutual and I have known that they were in trouble for quite some time.But I will never leave Washington Mutual because I am a senior and I get free checking.I also get free...

My bank is WashingtonMutual and I have known that they were in trouble for quite some time.But I will never leave Washington Mutual because I am a senior and I get free checking.I also get free...

My bank is WashingtonMutual and I have known that they were in trouble for quite some time.But I will never leave Washington Mutual because I am a senior and I get free checking.I also get free...

i  havent written in nearly a week because I have been so busy.SO much has happened and let me share with all of you the news about me and Brad.Brad and I have been looking for another place to...

Thanks to all.I have got to see a therapist and it will be good.I feel good today and for this I am thankful.Love to all from vader and the cats.

I hate this day August 27th.On August 27th,1985,I lost my psychiarist of 23 years.Dr.Floyd Fortuin.I started to go to Dr.Fortuin when I was 15 in 1962.So things were different then and so was I.In...

Frank told me before he died to leave Brad and soon.I just cannot leave Brad and noone understands.I have realized that I wanted something that I couldnt have.Everyone wants a Prince.I wanted Brad to...

I have decided to live life and do things that everyone hasnt done.One of them is something I always wanted to do.I always wanted to learn to surf.Has anyone seen the Beach Party Movies? Has anyone...

I am just so very happy and I have realized that life is for the living.Life must be lived up and it cannot be lived down and you must make the best of your circumstances.The people in seattle are...