Sunday-Jne 8th,2008

I just learned very tragic news and i do not know what to do.A friend of the family for the past 50 years has got cancer and it does not look good.We have known them for 50 years and he was there when my father died.He also came over when my mother and frank died also and for this I am so grateful.Cancer has been on the arisen and it is not because of this silly global warming.I do not believe in global warming and I am getting tired of this crusade to think green.And since I do read the magazine The Sceptic,there is just no evidence that banning these plastic bags or bottles will harm anything.It is just another bureau nonsense and it does not make sense.Why should i not use plastic bags? How am I going to do for the garbage?Will these people like Oprah help me to live? Who are they anyway? And I hope just for her sake,that Oprah fades away.She has got too much to say and because of her and that stupid book,it has caused trouble in this house.You do not state on tv that an alcoholic can have 5 drinks and still drive.You do not say anything about this drinking maitenenacne.There is just no such thing.Brad could have been sent to jail for 2 years and if he was,how am I going to survive? I am losing my hearing.I had an accident inn1995 and it all started that summer.It was the first summer that I moved and people that I did not  know invited me to the July 4th fireworks.I will never forget that place.It was mobbed.Wall to wall bodies.You could not even move and the lines to get the food were long.He got the seats in the front and things were fine,but at the end..someone fired a cherry bomb and I could hear the ringing in my ears.My ears were just so clogged up that I thought it was just me.The next day when I awoke,both of my ears were bleeding and I could not hear at all.Since I was not a resident of Washington-the social services could not help me.You have to be a resident of Washington then and means to be here for 6 months and vote in the upcoming election.I returned to New Jersey and changed my address.I got the help in 1997,almost 2 years later and I was on the verge of being deaf.It doesnt bother me anymore and there are a great things that I do not do.So I must accept the fact that I am losing my hearing and because of the way that I have been treated --I am going to vote for Obama because he will bring civility back to this country.He will also teach people here that no matter what I am a human being.I am not a doll or a plaything.I am a person.Do you understand!