vader

today was very,very painful and I just cannot take Brad anymore.I have never seen anyone like him and I just hope that no other man in seattle is.I have noticed that he is always mad and he is always...

It is Monday Mayn 19th,2008 and I realize now that my beloved brother Frank is dead and this pain simply wont go away.I feel so alone and living with him aint no prize.But I am planning an escape out...

I realized today that my beloved brother Frank is dead and there is nothing that noone can do for me here.I realize that I will hear his voice and i also realize that this situation is hopeless.I...

i am in a very black mood today.I get these black moods whenever he is home and when he is around.He is just so unbearable now and i just cannot take his moods.Every time he is in a bad mood,everyone...

I felt good today and I felt like singing.I have not sang in a long time.Every time I practice this idiot does not like it ,so excuse me.Whoever reads this do me a favor and do not get i volved with...

i t looks like we are going to split and I could not be happier.I am going into a great deal of debt with this house and the bills are getting grand.I have to pay the energy at least 300.00.I do not...

My late brother never liked Brad and after this fiasco this morning I am beggining to wonder if he is really worth it.Noone understands that I was 48 when I met him and I was no spring chicken and I...

Today is  a special day.Today is my late grandmothers birthday.If she lived she would have been 108.And even tho she has been dead since 1965,I will never forget her.She was a very short woman,with...

To all of you I want to say thank you.It is very diifficult to lose a parent and when you do it is so hard to adjust.I do miss my mother,but this is the why that things always were.Frank did his best...

Yesterday,I decided not to do certain things anymore.I realize that Brad does not appreciate it and I refuse to get involved.I am not going to solve his or other peoples problems.That is because I...

Things are getting so much better.The pressure is getting off and I do feel a bit better.But knowing that I will never talk to my brother again has got me bonkers.Some of the people in seattle are so...

I decided yesterday not to leave Brad and I just cannot do it.I cannot live on my own right now even if I wanted to.It is expensive to live in seattle now and I refuse to get a roommate.Some of these...

I am feeling a little better and this is because things are working out better.At the present time,I cannot leave Brad and I wont.I cannot relocate back to New York and the reason is this:I cannot...

I am feeling a little better and this is because things are working out better.At the present time,I cannot leave Brad and I wont.I cannot relocate back to New York and the reason is this:I cannot...

I am feeling a little better and this is because things are working out better.At the present time,I cannot leave Brad and I wont.I cannot relocate back to New York and the reason is this:I cannot...