kayrl
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- is it weird to be scard of healing myself. because i think i am. it's just become a part of who i am. to feel the things i feel and to be the way i am. i'm scard that if i heal myself then i won't know what to do. i mean don't get me wrong i want to...
- so i wrote my letters to my parents and only my dad has responded to it so were gonna talk on friday abotu it but i know my mom had read it she's being nice to me and i hate that cuz i just want her to say what's on her mind. but i have to give her...
- ok so i've never told ANYONE this but it's my biggest fear! i am scared that i will become my brother and do what he did to me. i know i wont i would never EVER hurt a kid but it's alway's in the back of my mind like what would i do. what happends...
- so i don't know if i should hate my brother or not. i mean i hate what he did to me but i feel like i should love him too. and i do as a brother but not as an abuser. i just feel like i should try and forget about it and love him but everytime i see...
- ok so i really want a counselor and i've been asking my mom to get me one for almost 2 or 3 years now and she just wont. well i guess she did get me one but it never worked out with our schedules. but i want to know if any of you have advice on how...
- i don't feel like i survived my abuse. ya i'm still alive but does surviving it mean that you got over it or that your not dead or what does it mean. whatever it means i don't think if fits me. i still have issues over it. i still cut and have...
- i was just wounering if some of you guy's felt the same way i do or if i'm just weird. but i feel along alot. like im in a bad dream and can't wake up untill i find out what is wrong with me or i can make myself better. i feel like no one can hear...
- when i was aroun 8 my oldest brother mason asked me if i knew how to kiss and i said no and he told me that i should know because when i go a boyfriend i wouldn't want to look stupid and not know how to kiss. so he sat me on his bed and told me how...
- everything is falling apart. i feel lost and don't know what to do. A friend that i'm really close to and has helped me so much is being cut from our school and she might move away bc my town is small and doen't have much to offer. i understand why...
- this is something i struggel alot with and i think's it's what's not letting me from moving on. when i was 8 my brother came up to me and had me do stuff and he would make me do stuff to him. when i was a lil older he would alway's come to me in...
- i hope you guy's like this song as well. it's called crash and burn by savage gardenWhen you feel all alone And the world has turned its back on you Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart I know you feel like the walls are closing in...
- this song is from Hilary Duff, now some of you may not like her but i think she's ok and i personally like this song and i thought it might help some people like it helped me.I FOUND MYSELF TODAY, OH I FOUND MYSELF AND RAN AWAY, BUT SOMETHING PULLED...
- I fear_______.But i will be ok because i am loved and no one can hurt me.I fear that i will be hurt again by someone i love.BUT I WILL BE OK BECAUSE I AM LOVED AND NO ONE CAN HURT ME!
- well i want to talk to my dad about what happend to me but idk how to. some people told my mom not to come to me that when i was ready i would come and talk to them. well i'm ready to talk to my dad but idk how to. i'm scared to and i don't know how...
- Were strong in every single way.Were fighting this day by day.To be on top where we belong.Cuz see we were hurt, we were raped, we were molested, and we were humiliated.The hurt and pain will be gained by our power and strength to stand on our two...