kayrl
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- i cut a couple of day's ago and it felt soo good. i went up stairs and i cut once and then i came back down and then this thougth poped into my head and i just want to go back up stairs and cut and cut again till i didn't want to no more. and that...
- ok so this is abouse healing. i have healed a lil from the abuse. writing the letter to my brother was really help full but that did not heal me all the way. but i want to know is that for all of you that have gone throught the process of healing...
- i hate myself soo much. i just want to cut. the pain it here it wont go away. idk what to do today. i want to hurt, i want to feel pain, i deserve it anyway. the blad will feel nice against my skin. the blood will come along with the pain and leave...
- i still have alot of blame on me for what happend. i have not been able to forgive myself and that's prolly why i havent been able to heal as well and because i still can't voice what happend, i'm able to write it but i can't speak it. i blame...
- well i recently cut on my wrist. i guess i just had enough and i was having a panic attact. but i want to know how do you guy's cover them up? i have to work tonight and i worked lastnight and thursday night and i just wore a watch over it and...
- i feel like i'm coming to and end right now. like i don't know what's wrong. i feel so sad all the time and i just cut myself and i wanted to cut my wrist and die. i didn't care anymore i really didn't but i guess i didn't do it because i don't ...
- *sigh* well right now i feel like cutting and dieing. not sure why i just do. actaully i feel like crying as well. man i hate mylife. i wish i wern't such a people pleaser then i would have already killed myself, or atleast tryed. grrrrrr. i feel...
- well so i just cut a lil bit ago. it's deeper this time then i have been doing. i cut on my hip because i work out and people woudl see it so that's where i do it so no one will see. i use to do it on my leg because the skin was tougher there and i...
- great, grand,lets just talk, i need a friend.i seem like i'm fine, i feel that i am. but when the night comes, i'm not a huge fan.i lay in the dark tangled in thoughts.your fat,your ugly,please just die. till the pain of everyone is goneby the sound...
- have you ever just hated yourself that you imagine stabing yourself over and over again? i imagine doing that and just cutting parts of me off. the other day i imagine sitting on the floor naked and have two razors and cutting myself all over and...
- i know i think i asked this once before in a nother discissoin or i might have mentioned it but it recently came back up and i get confused.now my brother abused me and for a long time i saw him only as my abuser not a brother. but someday's i see...
- this is a song by new found glory, its called i'd kill to sleep. it's how i feel most nights.Eyes open I'm wide awake I feel I'm in a coma state I lay here on my back and watch the fan turn Conversations cross my mind But not that of the speaking...
- i want to stop cutting but then again i don't. i like the way it feels and everything. how it just releases the pain and feels so good. i like watching the blood come out and to just lay there and feel nothing. but i want help because i know it's...
- this song is by Martina Mcbridethis is for all you girls about 13 high school can be so rough, can be so mean hold onto,onto your innocence stand your ground when everybody's giving in this ones for the girls this is for all you girls about 25 in...
- so i was kind of thinking lol and i just want to know what all you people love? it can be from a person you love or like an object,anmial, or anything just tell us everything you love it can be how ever long you want it to be.i love sunsets, i love...