kayrl
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- if any of you still live with your abuser or see your's alot how do you handle it? he stay's here alot and i see him alot and some day's are better than other's but idk how to handle it. idk what i'm suppose to do. nothing is going on but yet i feel...
- i'm really scared to do this healing process thing. my counselor said that i was "inturrpted" when i was growing up by the abuse that's why i never really learned how to talk a bout my feeling's which i guess makes sence but idk. she said she was...
- why do i need my mom to believe me so much? why does it bother me so much that i don't think she believes me? why doesn't she believe me? why is she taking my brother's side? her not believeing me hurts so bad. aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
- what is the best way to cover up cuts? i need some help. i'm athletic and i cut on my wrist whithough thinking and i need help covering them up. someone please help. i know some people use makeup but how? mine never looks good and you can tell their...
- just kind of want to talk...idk. just sitting here crying idk what's going on.
- is anyone on that would be willing to talk with me. i'm really depressed and i feel sick and i just can't handle this i need someone to talk to i need to feel that i'm alive cuz right now i feel as if im dead. and to tell you the truth it's not...
- i know alot of you or who have me as a friend keep tellign me to just try and forgive my brother and stuff but i can't i can not so stop telling me too! i know i'm prolly putting myself through way more pain than is needed but idk what else to do. i...
- well ok so i can't take this rollercoster of emotion's i'm having i hate it sooooo much i don't even feel like me anymore and idk what to do. mason (abuser) will be home for a few day's and it will be ok but i still like idk have my freak out's and...
- so i'm sitting here thinking of how much i really want to be dead how much i can't take this that i hurt so bad that i just want to be dead. but then i'm also thinking of how much i have to live for. that i want to have a feature, have a life, a...
- i cut a couple day's ago. it felt good. i wanted to cut my wrist. that really scared me. i didn't, well i just did a lil slit just to calm myself down but it just look's like a cat scratch i guess, no one noticed it so that's good. but latly alot...
- i hate and blame myself sooooo much for what happended to me as a child. i need some help in trying to tell myself that it wasn't my fault but i can't seem to get that through my head. i was 8 when it started and 12 when it finally ended. i don't...
- please someone help me!! i can't do this anymore! i can't be in the same house as him! this is soo hard for me. i'm giving up and i don't want to but i dont' know what else to do. im tired of being scared of never being happy anymore. i don't know...
- ok sooo i'm here by myself with my brother ( abused me) and i'm scared but then again i'm not. idk how i should be feeling. like my lil not healed self is scared to death but then the other half of me the take care of everyone is sticking up for...
- i just need to vent/talk! i can't believe my mom let my brother back into the house. that make's me soo mad. it's like she doesn't even care about how i feel at all! she said she'd have him gone by the time she went back to work and that should have...
- ok so i was talking with a friend and was thinking why do we cut ourselves? like why would be put ourselve's through more pain than what is needed? well so i have thought of two possible reason's that sort of help me understand my cutting more. and...