darn i forgot to put this in the journal before.if my mom does not call and i dont get set up with this camp then i am planning on suicide to help me out. i dont' know if just going to the hopstpitall and saying i'm suicidal woudl be enought to finally get someone's attention or if i woudl have to actually commit suicide. either way i am going to get help i hope. i just really dont' know what else to do here
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OMG DONT COMMIT SUICIDE! PLEASE DONT!
please hang on...please
KAYLA ROSE, YOU DO NOT KILL YOURSELF
YOU HAVE YOUR WHOLE LIFE AHEAD OF YOU.
I LOVE YOU.
IM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.
PLEASE HANG IN THERE
OR LEAVE YOUR MOMS AND GO STAY SOMEWHERE ELSE .
YOU CANT LEAVE THIS EARTH, YOUR TOO VALUABLE.
Kayla, Please find the strength to get through this difficult time. It will pass. If your mother won\'t make the call, ask your dad, and keep asking others until its done. If you grow impatient, do it yourself! I know I\'ve said this befor, but remember that fear never accomplishes anything. Life sometimes doesn\'t seem fair, but you can make the call to at least get forward momentum toward your goal of inpatient care. And toward your goal of college, and helping others with dance therapy. The world needs caring people such as yourself and you have a great deal to offer others. In that, you\'ll find great happiness. Get the call made so that you can move forward. Remember that God put you here for your purpose to help others. Look to God for your strength. I care, Kayla