joefarg
Status: Having courage is facing and conquering your fears
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The real test for my recovery is still to come. Things have been positive the past few days and my wife and I have been excited for our next baby doctor appointment on Wednesday. We had a date...
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I'm still very anxious to get to the end result of recovery, while still keeping a realistic state of mind. I haven't lied to my wife, but I'm still shaping my thoughts/mind so that it will come...
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This past weekend has been better than the past week. My wife and I are getting along and I feel that things are still trending upwards, but I'm not letting myself get complacent. This doesn't...
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The past couple days have been somewhat better. I saw my therapist on Thursday and we have our first marriage counseling appointment on the 5th. Most people are afraid of marriage counseling, but...
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Today was an okay day. I decided that if I want my wife to show me more affection, I need to show her with actions how much she means to me. I am staying positive about improving myself. I know...
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I lost my cool a bit tonight. The night was going fine, but I got so frustrated that I lashed out at my wife and started an argument. I let my emotions get the best of me. I want us to be happy...
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This past week I hit rock bottom. I let myself down and more importantly, I let my wife down. She's hurt because of me and there's no quick fix to making her feel better. She doesn't particularly...
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Today was a better day than the past few, but I cannot get complacent and let a good day overshadow what I've done this past week. I need to keep pushing forward and take it 1 day at a time until I...
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This morning I told a lie to my wife. I collected my thoughts and told the truth after a few seconds, but the knee jerk reaction had already done the damage. My wife basically shut me out for...
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Today was an okay day. I took some time to reflect on myself while I was on my commute to and from work. I didn't turn on my radio or call anyone on the ride to force myself to just think about...
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I feel like there is more that I need to get out, so a 2nd post is necessary. I wrote the earlier entry and am sitting her thinking about myself as a person and can't help but wonder why I lie...
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I haven't kept up with working on my lying recently. Things had gotten way better for me, but I told a stupid stupid little lie that has sent my marriage in a downward spiral. The past couple of...
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Today was another good day for me. I had a busy day at work, but I made a strong effort to think about everything that I said today.There was a moment today where I caught myself thinking about...
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On Thursday night, my wife caught me in a lie. She had not known that I chew tobacco when I'm stressed. She found it and when she confronted me about it and I started an argument about it. It...