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Happy Tuesday!!I'm doing good today.  It seems like everyone around me is having issues and somehow I'm inadvertantly involved, so that's the weird part, cause it makes ya feel like you shouldn't...

Happy Thursday!!!    What a blessed Thursday it is!!Sometimes I feel weird writing these days, because I'm so happy all the time, I almost feel guilty!  I feel like I'm just walking on air!  But...

Good afternoon!!!What a fantastic couple of days!!!  I have finally stabilized my daily dose of Sub.  So now what I feel re: cravings and pain management is very consistant and completely...

Happy Tuesday and what an awesome day it is!! Well, I'm officially on the Suboxone (Subutex, actually) and it was the best decision I've ever made!!  By the time I got to the Dr's office Friday, I...

Happy Thursday everyone!!!  Welp, I can only take the rest of my pain pills up until 4pm this afternoon, so I can be in some sort of withdrawls for my induction with Suboxone/Subutex, tomorrow at...

Happy Wednesday!! Welp, only 2 more days and I will have a chance to be off the pain pills and I'm nervous and excited all at the same time!!  I'm in a pretty good mood today.....I'm not really...

Happy Tuesday!!     I'm doing pretty good today!  The pain in my neck is pretty excruciating, though.  this osteo-arthritis can really effect your life!!  I missed my chiropractor's appt last...

And so it is another Monday....  I WAS in a pretty good mood, until my boss gave me a 2nd repremand for absences.  I was so sick last week and missed 3 days of work, but I couldn't even get out of...

Well, here we are again...lol  I called the Dr. and left a message to let him know I didn't have anymore days off, but that we do have Nov. 16th off (veteran's day observance) and I would like to...

Well, I have been reading a lot of info and posts on www.naabt.com re: the pain pill addiction. I'm very nervous about November 5th. That is the day I made an appt. with the addiction Dr. to go on...

Well, today I am doing fine.  I have already taken 18, but am having pretty bad cramps, so I will continue to try.  Saturday, I ate/took 30 7.5's and was still in pain.  I was mindful of how much...

Well, I haven't weaned down yet.  I have a wisdom tooth on the bottom that is impacted and infected so along with all the other pain, now I can barely eat and I'm in SOOO much pain!!!  That should...

Boy, it sure has been a while since I've been here, but I know it's time!  That decision to buy that bottle made me spiral back into the pill-void and now I am taking 20 7.5's a day (if not more). ...

I was clean for about a month until I found out my boyfriend of over a year was married!! I was so messed up that I ended up buying a bottle of 500!! Ya, I know HOW STUPID!!! Since then, my...

I'm doing rather well today. I've found myself laughing all day at silly things and that's something you don't really do when you addicted to vicoden. Time to get ready to go pick up my on. Thank...