Well, today I am doing fine. I have already taken 18, but am having pretty bad cramps, so I will continue to try. Saturday, I ate/took 30 7.5's and was still in pain. I was mindful of how much I took on Sunday, without going into withdrawl, but did fabulous and only did 18! Yeay me, at least it is a lot loess than 30!!! November 5th I have an appt. with a suboxone dr. He wants me to abstain for 12-14 hrs before my appt. cause he wants me to be in a bit of a withdrawl before starting the suboxone. I know I can do that, especially knowing that the suboxone will give me relief!! I don't think I will keep that appt. date, though, because my birthday is the 9th (FRIDAY!!) and I don't wanna be tweaking on my b-day! We shall see..... Nonetheless, I WILL be going to the suboxone dr. to get off these, so I'm very happy and proud of myself for attempting to take that first step. It seems like there is no one on here, or at least no one on here that writes me or supports me, but that's okay. Back to work!
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hello, I am proud of u, i wish i had the courage to find a dr. to give me subotex/soboxone. i am ready to quit but i am married and if my husband only knew he would divorce me without a doubt. when i have more time i will wrtie more. i am 38 yrs old and have been battling this for 10 yrs. due to a bad back, i have 3 bulging disc, degenerative disc disease and scolsis. i do work as an office manager in washington state. i usually take all my meds within 7 days and then suffer for a week before i can get more, i cant figure out why i do this to myself each and every month. seems crazy but this addiction is so strong i do pray but still cant figure this out. thansk for listening