Good afternoon!!!

What a fantastic couple of days!!!  I have finally stabilized my daily dose of Sub.  So now what I feel re: cravings and pain management is very consistant and completely managed!!  My pain is hardly felt, and I have only craved maybe once the whole time (and I craved due to wanting to relieve pain, not to get buzzed).  My whole life has drastically changed.  No more cravings...woo-hoo!!  I don't even think about it and I don't even want any pain pills at all anymore!!   What a great feeling!  I'm happy all the time, I have the most positive attitude I've ever had, I'm getting things done with enthusiasim, and I'm getting SO MUCH stuff done around the house that has needed my attention since about 2006!!  I used to just be so depressed, and in too much pain, that I gave up and was starting to be kinda agoriphobic (not wanting to be social and not wanting to leave the house or get dressed).  I was missing so many days of work cause I was so depressed and tired.  This is the most I've gotten up early and been on time and not called in sick, since begining Sub.  I had stopped taking vicodin's on a Thursday, then went through withdrawl hell and by 20 hrs later, I was GREAT!!  You just have to have a lot of strength for that one day that you CAN live through the withdrawl symptoms in order to get to that light at the end of the tunnel!!

I got my x-rays back and my neck is pretty bad, but I'm just going to keep working on it with my chiropractor, because it IS working, I can tell.  All the other x-rays were showing improvement.

I wish everyone would research www.naabt.com!  I tell ya, it literally saved my life!  Now, I don't have to worry about my son finding me dead and be told by the medical examiner that "your mom died of a drug overdose".  Or, be told "she died a junkie".  My depression is gone, and I have the ultimate hope!! 

God Bless, until next time!!

Sam