I was clean for about a month until I found out my boyfriend of over a year was married!! I was so messed up that I ended up buying a bottle of 500!! Ya, I know HOW STUPID!!! Since then, my boyfriend is in process of divorce and we are back together, but anyone who understands know that having hundred around is just too tempting! I am sick of it though, and I know you understand that sick-cycle! I have been successful at weaning myself slowly and staying off....I just had one helluva major set back emotionally that threw me off my wagon! When this bottle is almost gone I will ONCE AGAIN s-l-o-w-l-y wean and wean myself off and hopefully never look back. Pray for me!! I'm okay today, but I'm a little depressed, so I've taken 7 so far today. I have a bit of a tolerance going, but I promised myself no more than 10 a day (even though that seems like a ton to some, for those of us who've been there knows a high tolerance can happen). I could use some encouragement! :) God Bless you all who are struggling!! You are not alone!!