Well, here we are again...lol  I called the Dr. and left a message to let him know I didn't have anymore days off, but that we do have Nov. 16th off (veteran's day observance) and I would like to make my appt. for that day and be off the pain pills and go ahead and be on the Suboxone!!  I will be SO HAPPY when I get my life back!!!  I hate that I couldn't get strated today, but starting any day is better than never starting at all!! smiley-innocent.gif  I finally have made a friend or two on this board and it's about time.  I see other people going back and forth with each other, but I don't seem to have anyone to talk to.  I've still been looking at the Suboxone chat board www.naabt.com and I bet if a lot of you guys that are slaves to pain pills, like me, knew how easy it can be to get your life back with Suboxone, you'd be SO SURPRISED!!  I don't wanna die a junkie and I've been taking like 30 pills a day.  I can't imagine what my stomach is like, let alone my liver and kidneys!!!  I'm gearing my mind up for getting off pain pills and getting on with my life.  I hope someone that suffers, like me, will check out the Siboxne web site!!  if I could help just one person, that would make me feel so blessed.  I know I am blessed already.  smiley-laughing.gif  Okay, I will let you know what the Dr. says.  He seems really cool and caring.  He had an addiction to pain pills 5 years ago, so he can really EMPATHIZE what we go through and he said I could call his cell 24/7!!  How awesome is that!!!  God Bless for now!!  Sam