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"Numb"By PinkNo sleep, no sex for you from your ex-girlfriendI was too deep, I can't let you go and just jumpinAt times I would push my feelings aside to letyou feelI'm novicane I'm numb and...

"Save My Life"by PinkShe's back on drugs againEven though she knows it ain't rightShe can't even call up her friendsAnd say "help me save my life"She's so ashamed of herself that she's come full...

The Day That I DieBy: Good CharlotteOne day I woke upI woke up knowingToday is the day I will dieCashdogg was barkingWent to the parkAnd enjoyed that one last timeI called my motherTold her I loved...

"Drilled A Wire Through My Cheek"By Blue OctoberI try to stay on top of youTo hold your body downYour shaking seems to hinderEvery grasp that I have foundMoving every inch around meTo defuse your...

No OneNo one knowsmy inner painPain so greatthat I've become insaneThe never ending thoughtsthat run through my headAlways making me wish I were dead!No one knowsmy sadness and dispairEverything is...

Inner StruggleOne was lost,in a life full of dread.A life which she only wishes she was dead.She asked for help,screamed and prayed.But to herher life was what she made.On mistake,never lived...

AnywayBy: Martina McBrideYou can spend your whole life buildingSomething from nothin'One storm can come and blow it all awayBuild it anywayYou can chase a dreamThat seems so out of reachAnd you know...

Better Than MeBy: HinderI think you can do much better than meAfter all the lies that I made you believeGuilt kicks in and I start to seeThe edge of the bedWhere your nightgown used to beI told...

DaughterIt seems like my purpose in life is always to fall.It seems like I always hit a brick wall.Why is it that the dark never ends?Why am I the one that always bends?I try so hard for your...

Hold me close and don't let go;I'm so scared to be alone.I've been by myself for too long,And always had to be strong.Now I only want to rest;And lay my head on your chest.Hold me close and don't let...

sometimes i wonder why trywhy not lay down and dieit would be so easyto just give up and diethere is no reason or whyi hate life and livingit hurts each dayto have no reasonsno friendsno futureno...

Suicide???What leads a person to decideTo just lay down and die?To contemplate a suicideAnd never even tryNow we are left to understandThe reason for her time,With saddened hearts, we demand,The...

I'm so suicidal and no one seems to wanna help me? My parents think I'm kidding when I say it. My shrink just gives me more meds that don't work. I started packing things and writing goodbye notes to...

ScarsBy: Papa RoachI tear my heart open, I sew myself shutMy weakness is that I care too muchAnd my scars remind me that the past is realI tear my heart open just to feelDrunk and I'm feeling downAnd...

Ok this post is just so I can vent about things aka Chris's grandma pissing me off. Last Monday at bowling (which sucked because we were against them and Chris brought friends but thats a whole other...