oleander1984

Well it's 5am and I'm bored as heck and back. I ended up smacking my knee my car yesterday night and it was sore, so I did the usual take some stuff so it doesn't swell, ice then heat it. Well it...

Well it's been a confusing few days here. Yesterday was the churches sweetheart desert, where you get to take you significant other and have chocolates, and cheesecakes, and watch the pastor sing. I...

Lately I have been feeling like I live a lie, because of what I tell people. I don't tell my grandma about the overdoses or anything that has happened all year because my mom doesn't want her to...

I just found out last night that my grandma has cancer and it has spread throughout her whole body. The doctor says she will be lucky to see he 80th bday next month. In this day in age how did they...

Some days I would kill to have seasonal depression rather than all year long. Its sunny out, I have a good family and set of friends, a fun sport (roller derby) that I enjoy most days but yet the...

As if its not bad enough that my aunt in the hospital and not doing well now there was freaking twisters and they totalled my uncles house, my god mothers house, and busted all the windows at another...

Today was a good day my new computer came and my best friend Ivy and I sched. tomorrow to go see the house we will prob be renting in Aug. I also got my new laptop today and it's AWESOME I love it.

Well I got the call I dreaded today, my friends brain started shutting down in the middle of the night so they had to pull the plug on her despite the prays so it must be her turn. I just I don't...

Well happy valentines day my ass, I saw my doctor today for my knee and he was oh so nice bending it and poking it and they took x-rays. Turns out it is not broken (duh, I kinda figured that since I...

My feelings for now in song form:Avril Lavigne "Keep Holding On" You're not alone Together we stand I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand When it gets cold And it feels like the end...

Well it's 5am and I'm bored as heck and back. I ended up smacking my knee my car yesterday night and it was sore, so I did the usual take some stuff so it doesn't swell, ice then heat it. Well it...