Ok this post is just so I can vent about things aka Chris's grandma pissing me off. Last Monday at bowling (which sucked because we were against them and Chris brought friends but thats a whole other issue). I was talking to my team about moving because I am as soon as I can. I want out, away. Well aparently she called my dad to talk to him about me moving and now he is coming to Horton tomorrow to see all of them and talk bout me moving. (But he isn't planning on commin to see me, another whole big issue) First off if she wants to know bout me moving she should ask me I'm the one moving. Second they are the ones who decided not to know me or be "related" to me so why care that I'm moving. Personally I think she needs to ask me and my dad needs to stay the fuck out of it. If I could man I would od so fuckin bad right now cuz of how mad I am and alone. I just don't understand people these days. You say you don't care and don't want to know me but yet call my dad to find info about me whats that about???? I'm so pissed right now.
Last night I was so mad that I texted Chris's grandma and this is what I said "If ya wanna know stuff bout me you should ask me not my dad and your family told me go away so why care that I'm moving have fun with my dad tomorrow."
She sent me a reply "Now little girl your dad called me I didnt cal him he was talking about you and out of commonconsideration I ask how you were doing so dont play your game."
Game??? What game?
That just made me mad because of the fact that my father went behind my back when I told him not to contact them and now he is off doing god knows what with them. Some dad. I called my mom and told her how he lied (which ouch my dad has never lied to my face before). She was as pissed as me. If he ends up showing up at my apt today I am kicking him out. I don't wanna see him and he really fucked up. Now when I'm gone he is going to feel like shit for not spending time with me when he had the chance but thats not my fault. It's going to take a long ass time to forgive him which by the time it comes for me to end it all I won't have forgotten how he hurt me. I can't believe this is going on, some dad.
Last night I was so mad that I texted Chris's grandma and this is what I said "If ya wanna know stuff bout me you should ask me not my dad and your family told me go away so why care that I'm moving have fun with my dad tomorrow."
She sent me a reply "Now little girl your dad called me I didnt cal him he was talking about you and out of commonconsideration I ask how you were doing so dont play your game."
Game??? What game?
That just made me mad because of the fact that my father went behind my back when I told him not to contact them and now he is off doing god knows what with them. Some dad. I called my mom and told her how he lied (which ouch my dad has never lied to my face before). She was as pissed as me. If he ends up showing up at my apt today I am kicking him out. I don't wanna see him and he really fucked up. Now when I'm gone he is going to feel like shit for not spending time with me when he had the chance but thats not my fault. It's going to take a long ass time to forgive him which by the time it comes for me to end it all I won't have forgotten how he hurt me. I can't believe this is going on, some dad.
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If I were to personally plan your way out I would choose moving. Its all you from there. You can do a whole lot more with that than if you od or keep yourself around people who bring you down so low. I\'m tellin ya.. whatever it took, I made my way out. I live alone now which can be lonely. But never too lonely that I miss stupid people. Me and my dog are allowed to feel anyway we wish in our home and there\'s absolutely nobody to push me down except that dummy in the mirror who I am learning how to manipulate to my own satisfaction, not anybody elses. You have a lot of heart, my fellow songbird. Don\'t you give that up.