No One
No one knows
my inner pain
Pain so great
that I've become insane
The never ending thoughts
that run through my head
Always making me wish I were dead!

No one knows
my sadness and dispair
Everything is life
is so God damn unfair
I seem to cry and cry
throught the night
Mostly from hopelessness
rather than fright

No one knows
about my scars
both inside and out
scares of self-pity, worthlessness, and doubt
Some hidden so deep that no one will ever see
I just want to be happy and worry free

No one knows
about my secret ways to deal
I have so many raging emotions
I feel
So I cut myself
to cope with everything
It's not like I like it
but it's better than
shooting myself

No one knows
how deeeply I hurt inside
Where all my inner turnoil and pain reside
So much pressure
to succeed in life
Damit
That's when I pick up the knife

No one knows
about the slice here and there
or the slicers and stabs
everywhere
They say it's a phase and I'll out grow it
I'll just not let anything else show