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ERRRRRRRRRRRRR I only get two or so hours of sleep a night and now I don't even want that. I keep having these nightmares and ah they make me not wanna close my eyes. They keep getting worse, I swear...

I knew with my friends there would be more crap to happen before it gets any better. Apparently they didn't want to leave the grave site and finally did. They claim they didn't want to leave becuase...

The past few weeks I've been getting bad headaches and lately they have gotten worse. Nothing is takin the pain and crap away. I can't even think straight when having, like right now I keep erasing...

"God's Hands"Today God, you've taken away a person than many of us loved dearly.Now our lives will be changed forever and that is a burden we all will have to bear.All we ask is that you take good...

"Back Home"by YellowcardDon't know what I was looking for when I went home, I found me aloneAnd sometimes I need someone to say, "You'll be all right. What's on your mind?"But the water's shallow...

"View From Heaven"By: YellowcardI'm just so tiredWon't you sing me to sleepAnd fly through my dreamsSo I can hitch a ride with you tonightAnd get away from this placeHave a new name and faceI just...

Why does life have to SUCK so much sometimes? If I had been there this wouldn't have happened I would have made DAMN sure but I know I can't blame myself because there is enough people blaming...

FUCKING A YOU HAVE TO BE FUCKING KIDDING ME!!!!!!!!! 9 is enough NO MORE! My friend Sara is now thinking of ending her life (she was supposed to be there with Jess but ended up deciding not to go...

Well Tricia is mentally and physically tired after bein up all night being the strong one of the group. There are only four of us that stayed in Kansas when Jess and our friends moved. Three of them...

Sadly enough I got the details that someone hit her car and it flipped three times and her seat belt cut her in half. She made it alive to the hospital but died in surgery but thanks for the prayers.

Hey everyone my friend Jess who is only 24 is in the hospital in San Fran. I don't have all the details yet but according to her mom it doesn't look like she will make it (that's all she could get...

"Homesick"By: Mercy MeYou're in a better place, I've heard a thousand timesAnd at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for youBut the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cryIs how long must I...

You know it's sad when you decide to die for no reason. I have people from Wal-mart that will miss me and care along with my family members while I'm gone for 30 in the hospital but once out I get...

Today was my last day for walmart and I was doing fine until 30 min before my shift ended. My coworker pulled me aside and gave me a notebook (so I can write her) and a gateraid cuz she knows I drink...

"Thinking of You"This heart inside a penny won't bring fame or wealth or treasuse, but will serve as a reminder that you're cherished beyond measure.When you journey through your days knowing God's...