oleander1984

Today was the day before my last day for walmart. I knew I would be sad and miss everyone but today was different. When I got off I started talking to one of my coworkers and I don't cry (in front of...

I don't understand it, it's been awhile and I was doing fine but for some reason I can't get Carrie out of my head. And when I think of her I think of baby Kali and Ben and how it wasn't fair. And...

"Time"I always say that I am out of time.It seems that time goes too fast.No matter what I do.It never helps me inside.Because I am out of time.I tried to make things right.But I was out of time.I...

Yay today is Monday which means I had Monday night bowling, one of the few things I enjoy in life. Today I even did good and beat my average. I got 126 twice and 118, was kinda hoping to get 126...

"Darkness"Darkness fills my life everyday.But why does it, I can not say.No one seems to believe me or the pain I go through.No one has an idea, not a clue.Darkness is in my mind and in my...

"Suicidal Thoughts"These suicidal thoughtsthat run through my mindare the only thoughtsI ever seem to findDepression has taken over meand it will never go awayI try to stop the way I feelBut it's...

Someday (i Will Understand) By: Britney SpearsNothing seems to be the wayThat it used toEverything seems shallowGod give me truth,In me,And tell me somebody's watchingOver me,And that is all I'm...

Wow I'm real talented. I was packing my stuff up tonight or rather this morning whatever it's classified and somehow stepped on a nail. Didn't know I ever had any near me or pulled any out of the...

"Promise"I broke that prmoise.The one that I made to you.Now it's time for me to go.I'm no longer a part of your life.I can't forgive myselffor what I have done.You did nothing wrong.I swear.It was...

"Planned Out"I've got it all planned out.How I'll do it,and where,and when,and everything.I've been "fine" Even though I'm really not!These suicidal thoughts,I've denied them all from the start.My...

"Remember"I remember it all,all the people who had saidthey cared, but did they really?I remember it all,the sound of laughter andhow happy I'd been, but was I really?I remember it all,her arms...

"Uncertainty"Feelings of confusion, Depression,Uncertainty.Where do I belong?Where do I go?What do I do?Pick up the phone.No one to call.What would I say?Get in the car.No where to go.No one to...

"Worst Fear"An echo fades into the night,an eerie mournful sound.A shooting star disappears from sight,and I crumble to the ground.There is no life within this garden;my sobs are the only sound.I...

"God Must Hate Me"By Simple PlanLast night I just wanted to have funTo go out with my friendsI took my dad's carI never thought he would find outBut I crashed in a wallMan I'm deadI guess it's no...

"Never had a dream come true"S Club 7Ooh...Everybody's got something they had to leave behindOne regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with timeThere's no use looking back or wondering (or...