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- If the person who sexually abused you growing up tried to contact you, being normal, nice, even friendly.... If that person was your mum or dad?How would you react?I hate my mums guts, but at the same time still care about her.
- Just make everything better, don't they? Or maybe it's just me! I have two adorable little bunnies called Rosie and Oliver and no matter how shit I feel they always cheer me up so much.... Way more than people do!Maybe this is just me being...
- I can't accept that it's possible for anyone to love me. I've been with my girlfriend for a while now and she knows EVERYTHING about me and yet still loves me and wants to be there for me. I should be happy but I just find myself being unable to...
- I am struggling immensely at the moment, constant flashbacks, body memories, severe depression. I am finding it extremely difficult to cope on a daily basis and I feel it's just getting worse. I have always bottled up my emotions and pretended...
- Is there anything more embarrassing than being interrupted during a mid purging session? After shoving a million calories into your body then forcing yourself to bring it all back up. Bent over the toilet, hand in month, red face, vomit dribbling...
- I don't think there is anything worse than having someone put there hands on you without your permission, when you're telling them to stop, crying, screaming. When your body decides to react to the abuse in a way which confuses you and makes you...
- I don't usually express these kind of feelings, but the anger building up inside me just seems to be getting worse. Understandably I have a lot of great hatred towards the men who have abused me when I was younger. However I can't seem to control...
- Hello everyone, I haven't posted on DS for a while as I've been/still am extremely ill. I went into hospital a few weeks ago with severe chest pains and shortness of breath. The doctors thought I may have had a problem with my heart. After MRI they...
- I was taken into hospital a few days ago because I have a electrolyte imbalance, hypokalemia which means I don't have enough potassium. Which is a result of my eating disorder, bulimia. However even after all that and doctors telling me I need to...
- Recently I have had a serious problem with purging, I literally can't stop myself. I don't even have to binge, I usually eat a normal amount if not less and I still feel the need to bring it back up. Today I have purged 6 times, and one of those I...
- Hello everyone! The names Alex and I'm new to this forum. I suffer from depression, anxiety, PTSD, ADHD, and an eating disorder.... I am pretty much a recipe for disaster! My problems are a result of the abuse I went through growing up. I had a...
- Does anyone else on here suffer with an eating disorder? I'm having a terrible time with EDNOS at the moment. I spend my life binging/starving/purging and it's honestly taking the life out of me. I always start a new day thinking "I'll be better...
- I don't want to sound silly, but I have no idea what to class my ED as. I know I have mostly bulimic tendencies. I never eat normal, I'm either binging, fasting, or purging. Purging has been more frequent recently as I've had more urges to binge. I...
- Used up, unlovable, fat, ugly, disgusting, never good enough... That pretty much sums up how I'm feeling on a daily basis. There is no escaping these thoughts for me, I've tried so hard to be positive and put on a happy face. I'm so fake that I have...
- Do they ever stop? Will it ever get better? Today has been one of my worst days. Terrible flashbacks, flashbacks so real it felt like it was happening all over again. My whole body went numb and I couldn't move, I felt every physical sensation from...