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- Does anyone find it difficult to develop friendships and connect with people? I feel like everytime I try to make friends they don't seem interested or I'm not good enough, or that people just generally hate me.Sorry, haven't posted here for a...
- I've been b/p free now for 8 days (I know it's not long) but it's a long time for me as I was b/p more than three times a day for over a year. At the moment I don't have the desire to go back to my old ways but I am soooo tired all the time....
- I'm back and fourth when it comes to DS. I've been trying to deny the past ever happened in hope that I will move on.... Not happening, obviously! I'm feeling worse than ever, and I don't know anyone who has experienced what I've been through to...
- Been months since I posted on here but I needed somewhere to vent my distress with people who understand. My PTSD is out of my control, the flashbacks are worse, I'm often having panic attacks. Last night I had a body memory, it was horrifying. I...
- No one understands PTSD, no one understands that when you've been sexually abused you have to cope with the ordeal for the rest of your days even though it's over. Whenever I open up to my friends who've had normal upbringings they try to understand...
- Life has gotten the better of me, I am struggling greatly everyday, even with getting out of bed. I am absolutely exhausted and unmotivated about life, all I want to do is sleep and forgot about my entire existence.
- I can't cope with feeling this depressed anymore. The constant flashbacks and body memories are leaving me feeling exhausted and terrified. I try to do things to keep my mind preoccupied but it never works, I always go back to the same old...
- Hey everyone, I'm Alex and new to this group. I am in a wonderful relationship with the most beautiful and intelligent woman. Things are great with us, couldn't be better however due to my own insecurities and low self esteem I feel like I could...
- This might be an unrelated subject to PTSD... but does anyone suffer with extreme feelings of jealousy? To the point where it makes you incredibly angry too? I think it's probably all down to my lack of happiness in my own life to why I'm such a...
- Decided to stop being a silly cunt and start on some medication. Was fully against it because I don't think the pills are the answer to my problems but will hopefully help me control my anger problems. Has been a really rough past week for me as,...
- I went to go see my mum again today, I have no idea why. The last time left me an emotional wreck but I couldn't help myself. I needed to see her. As soon as she opened the door to let me in a million memories came flooding back to me, we stood in...
- I've been on this site for a while and only recently have I felt comfortable enough to open up about the abuse my own mother made me endure growing up. My mother is a heroin user, has been since I was born. She would do anything for drugs, she sold...
- Hello everyone. I'm new to posting in those group. I've never labeled myself as having an anger problem. I'm not a violent person, I don't lash out unless provoked. But I can feel anger building up inside me constantly, I get so highly irritated at...
- "Chemical imbalance" bullshit. I know that some of you will probably disagree, but I think doctors thinking they can cure my depression with medication is a joke. I have told them briefly why I feel depressed (I didn't want to go into detail) but he...
- This relates to my previous "what would you do" post.I stupidly made the decision to visit my mum, she asked me to come around to hers for a drink and a chat. I thought to myself this could be good, I could ask her so many questions, the questions I...