CrimsonTears
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- My rapist is due to make parole this year and I am terrified. I've been thinking about cutting a lot lately and have bought blades twice but my friends took them from me when I got honest because I've been doing really well with not cutting and I...
- My rapist was put in jail nearly 2 years ago and he is up for parole November 9th of this year and I'm terrified. I have an order of protection but that means they have to give him my address and work address etc so he knows where he is not allowed...
- I haven't been on here in a very long time but I really don't know how to deal with my emotions and not cut right now, I just found out my friends 11yr old is in the PICU with bleeding on her brain following a high fever. I'm currently in rehab...
- I haven't been on here in a very long time but I really don't know how to deal with my emotions and not cut right now, I just found out my friends 11yr old is in the PICU with bleeding on her brain following a high fever. I'm currently in rehab...
- Hi Im new to this group I am addicted to Oxycodone and I know I have a problem and need help now but I also cut myself and have for 12 years. For the past 3 years since I began using I didnt cut much at all because my emotions were numbed but now as...
- june 4th i was admitted n released from the hospital for cutting bad then i quit and swore to myself i wouldnt do it anymore but tonight i did n i didnt think i went deep but it bled for a lonh time now im upset wish i never knew what cutting did...
- its been a few months since i cut last i really dont know exactly when anymore but today i feel like my world is crashing in around me ive had 2 bad anxiety attacks and my klonopin isnt helping and i really want to cut but i dont wanna hurt the...
- why? why cant i quit i want to more than anything but everytime i panic or get upset its the first thing that comes to mind. when i watch a movie n something sad happens i wonder why they dont cut. how messed up is that????? im so pissed off at...
- can somewhere fire you for cutting? legally in kentucky can you be fired for cutting yourself? I tried looking it up but cant find the answer but i dont wanna lose my job for it
- ok ill start by saying its been like 6 months since ive cut i think idk i lost track but im a nurse aide at a nursing home and the other day one of the medicine aides saw my scars on my arms. at first it was just the burn she saw cuz unfortunately...
- ahhhhhhhhhh its been a few months since i cut and i have a new job as a nurse aide and im in a serious relationship with a man i adore and overall life is pretty damn good. so i dont understand why i cut in my dreams and think about it almost...
- in the past year I've only cut maybe 3 times and normally I'm fine but sometimes like when i get upset or really lonely all i think about is how easy it would be to just cut 1 more time and i imagine the feeling of the blade and think of places i...
- i need to find counseling in northern ky thats free or really cheap any ideas?
- after my ex raped me i started snorting coke to deal since i had quit cutting and i was having fun partying with my friends and being reckless not knowing if id wake up the next morning and not caring. But then i started to go back to church and...
- im always told i need to move on, i need to live life n leave the past in the past. im only hurting myself. maybe they are right but they arent in my head they dont see what i see hear what i hear feel vwhat i feel they'll never know exactly how i...