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and when that's where you are, you have no more pain to worry about when you fall. I hope I never get back up, then I won't have any where to fall again.
Most of the stars you see are already dead, burned out. you see darkness really wins in the end. and what's so fucking great about the light anyway, it's just temporary and fucking false hope. Honestly I'd rather just cut my fucking wrist and get this shit over with, but that's selfish right? what about family members, what about their pain, what about what is left behind. How could I have even thought for one moment, for one fucking moment that life was worth while. Get me a pack of cigarettes and make sure this ticker fucks up, and enjoy what little shit I can before I go. cause the longer I live the longer I just have to work for someone else, be someone else's slave. I need to give up pleasure, unless it's something that will get rid of this carcass all the sooner. you see there is no central I, there is nothing left when you die, nothing that goes on except darkness, nothing nothing nothing, oooooo sweet nothing! What God awful pain will take me into the sweet nothing? If you think your enjoying something, JUST WAIT, it will die and go away just like you, but it will die and go away long before you. WE ALL KNOW IT'S TRUE! I don't lie to myself, that's the difference between me and you. It is all going to be dark and that is going to be eternity, empty, dark nothing that we happen to be conscious of for this brief minute
Most of the stars you see are already dead, burned out. you see darkness really wins in the end. and what's so fucking great about the light anyway, it's just temporary and fucking false hope. Honestly I'd rather just cut my fucking wrist and get this shit over with, but that's selfish right? what about family members, what about their pain, what about what is left behind. How could I have even thought for one moment, for one fucking moment that life was worth while. Get me a pack of cigarettes and make sure this ticker fucks up, and enjoy what little shit I can before I go. cause the longer I live the longer I just have to work for someone else, be someone else's slave. I need to give up pleasure, unless it's something that will get rid of this carcass all the sooner. you see there is no central I, there is nothing left when you die, nothing that goes on except darkness, nothing nothing nothing, oooooo sweet nothing! What God awful pain will take me into the sweet nothing? If you think your enjoying something, JUST WAIT, it will die and go away just like you, but it will die and go away long before you. WE ALL KNOW IT'S TRUE! I don't lie to myself, that's the difference between me and you. It is all going to be dark and that is going to be eternity, empty, dark nothing that we happen to be conscious of for this brief minute
whatswrong19
Sorry I was having a hell moment. I Did not intend the "you" to be any particular person. Just had 3 truly shitty bad news things in one day. Ooh my karma is hitting with a vengeance today. Sad news is other than eating meat, killing gnats and spiders I have no idea what brought all this shit on in one day
gramybear
I am truly sorry that you were hurting that badly. I hope by the time you read this, you are feeling better. I'm glad you feel safe enough to share your pain with us and I hope we can be supportive enough to help you pull through the pain. Hugs GB
muskrattiger
I have been in that darkness ..I shut dowen ..stoped talking ..DIDENT eat much only when my h made me ..dident look at anyone ...but when I stoped talking ..my h called my doctors ang they put me in the hospital ...they had to give me ECT to get me back ..I realt dident think I was comming back and I dident care ..I had nothing left inside ....but I always new there was a god ....and that ...our spirits ..realy do go on .to a much batter place ...a place of pure love ...I have had certin experances in my life that ....has given me the prof of that ...but I always new it .................................................but that is my truth ............ware you are you can't see past the darkness ..it is all around you ....in you ....it stopes you fron seeing any light or any possibility if there being a god or a after life .....it has robed you .....of your true site ....but that is a deases ..caled depreshion ..and if treated ..can get better ..you just can't see that right now ...just like I couldent see it ..back than ..................................................it is very good that you have come her and told us just how bad it is for you ...trusted us with your truth at this time in your life ........all that needs to come out ....has to come out ..........you are not alone ..not in here ...you are understood and you are loved ...even in your darkest time .....especualy in your darkest times .....I stand beside you ...to hold you up ..I am here for you ....Amy time you want to talk .i will lisen ...you take very good care of your self ..and be kind to your self ....I will keep you in my prayers .......God bless .....
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