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Well as long as the conversation was about making fun of people, she was the loudest laugher, but when the conversation turned to how can we help others, she lost interest and disappeared.

Have you ever met anyone whose laugh is so annoying, that everytime you hear it, you want to strangle them with a piano string.  Maybe thinking of that person as my own child, and how would I feel...

middle aged adult, female, single parent. Married twice.  working in horrible conditions, struggles with depression and misdemeanor in early years, 18.  is trying to find jobs in other places but...

I think I'm going to start a new list of entries called "the problem with her is"  like a series of shit that really gets on my nerves about other people I have to deal with on a daily or at least a...

AS I try traveling the Buddhist path I am findng a trial in one of my co-workers.  Her attitude towrards me from the beginning has been snobbish.  I threaten her in some way and there fore she...

Just remembering when I was about 7 or 8 and stayed with a babysitter, who had 2 girls. One was a few months older than me, and another who was 2 or 3 years younger.  The one who was my age was...

Several SW's gathered in the conference room to meet with and discuss cases with the agency Attorney and determine if court action is what needs to be done next or to update him on other cases that...

today I'm pissed.  I'm pissed more at my mom than my dad.  She's known she has osteoporosis for years now, and has refused to take anything for it, when it was reversible, doesn't want to know what...

you know that's all it is right? Life? If you don't know then you must be part of the 1% who does not have to worry where the next meal will come from, where your child's college money will come...

and it's only Monday.  I drop shit way to much, I spill whatever I try to drink out of constantly. 

Ok, so here goes.  yesterday one of the mothers I'm working with comes to DSS with her kid,  Mom is disabled, their having car trouble, money trouble, and she tries to take care of self, 2 kids, 8...

5-15-2015  Came in at 8:30am,  went to supervisor Kristin Icard's office and has been there since.8:56am.9:06am, she came into her office, and followed by another SW and instead of working chatting...

Supervisor Not too smart B. asked Intake worker G to fax a report to a neighboring county because the address was at that location.  So Intake worker G faxes to that county.  acouple hours later...

yes I know samsara, the nature of it is shit, I am shit, I come from shit so how can I be anything better?  Honestly I want to die today, I'm tired of disappointment, and I'm tired of fucking up in...

maybe, just maybe I'm ok today.  Maybe, just maybe I'll be ok tomorrow.  learning to stop clinging to something impermenant and empty vessels full of things you think are important is good.  Today...