ok

maybe, just maybe I'm ok today.  Maybe, just maybe I'll be ok tomorrow.  learning to stop clinging to something impermenant and empty vessels full of things you think are important is good.  Today I met with the asst director about taking a job in another area, one that would give me a better work schedule. 
 
I was freaked out when they first called me upstairs, I thought I was in trouble.  guilty conscious.  cause yeah, I've done some "not so nice" stuff now and then.  I get annoyed my behavior can be ugly.