Having an EX is the Best!

I hope that anyone that reads any of my journals think that I'm an angel!!!! But my Ex-Husband is a monster. He still verbally abuses me and trys/ does get under my skin. He knows how to take my joy and I still let him. He wants to claim one of the kids on his taxes when he barely help take care of them!!! Fucin Basterd!!!! The nerve of some ppl!!!  I need rest and a peace of mind and he wont help with that!!!! He was a fucked up person then and even more fucked up person now!!! I'm stucked with the kids and he has the freedom tho do what he wants and when he wants!!!!!!! He has a choice to do what he wants with his money not me!!!!! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIS FREEDOM! I HATE MY CHOICES THAT I MADE ! I'M TIRED GOODNIGHT! SORRY:(