I need to talk

I need to talk and I want to write down my thoughts, this is a safe place to express my views without being critize. I feel regular,  I'm not happy or sad, I'm just reg. I dont have any feelings about anything but getting my daughter ready to go off to college. I need to focus my attention on that list and making sure she is ready for whatever she needs. I dont thinkn Im concentrating or Im overthinking this soo much that Im stressing myself out. My bloodpressure is high all the time. I am taking my meds but I need to relax or do something. Anyway, I need to be patient and do something that will not cause me soo much stress. I think that Im a perfectionist.

I just want my daughter to have a good experience at least "going to" college, sheets, towels and materialistic items should not be an issue.

Next, on my list of thoughts is money, my job, my school, possibliy moving and balancing all of this.

It is really too much to talk about piece by piece, but I need to get a hold on all of it.

goodnight.