I'm Back Again

Well, I have not been writing on here in a very long time and I see that things have changed. I am still alone, no mate. I tried to date my Ex but that did not work out and we end abruptly and badly. However, we are back to somewhat friends. My daughter is going to college in Sept and I'm nervous about the money. I need to find another job and soon. Im stressed out about not being able to afford things, to the point that I am getting sick. My blood pressure is always high, it runs on high constantly. I need to relax and trust God, but my brain will not let me. Next, I need to move, my slumlord has not cut the grass yet this year, we are about to go into another season. It is horrible to come home to this. Just ridiculous. I need to move. Another next, is finding a mate, I need a mate. I don't like being alone and not having anyone to talk to or go places with. Idk, what I need to do. I know that I don't go anywhere but home and work, but I have kids. Idk, I'm lost with this situation. Maybe, lastly, I need to finish school. I have 12 more credits and I will have another bill to pay, lol. My degree in business. I'm too old to be this confused. I need Jesus, I need him more now than ever before.
A side note, I notice that no one calls me to go out, I AM ALONE IN THIS WORLD, I DONT HAVE ANY FRIENDS. the loneliness is real. I'm interested enough to call and talk to on the phone but nothing more...I wonder.
Gn, until another day when I need to get things off my chest.