Again Again

Why do things constantly change expect me? or my life? This site changed, but Im writing about the same things. Im lonely and I need a mate, I need more money bc my daughter is going to college. No ONE CALLS TO ASK TO GO OUT, only to talk on the phone. I need another job to pay for Kayla's college bill every month and soon my college bill. one of my fish died today and I felt like it was the end of the world.

I need Jesus, I need to pray more and trust that he will help me. Ye of little faith....

My sister went out and did not call to ask if I wanted to go out and Mel always leaves me out. I am not I think Mommy's interperation of my dream was correct.

I need to move, my slumlord has not cut the grass for spring or summer. SMH, I'm over it. I don't think I care anymore.

Gn I'm tired, I wrote something else in another screen but it got lost. ....