rachhomer

i got offered full time work at my practice today. i start doing full time in 4 weeks. it's so good. i just gotta try and get by til then, i have rent to pay, and my phone bill and electricity bill...

ok so, looks like i am keeping my house. i'm so happy about that. my mum is moving out on the 1st of march, and my bestfriend is moving in on the 2nd. i really think i'm gonna benefit from this...

ok, so i had that job interview today, sigh of relief that it's over, but all in all, i think i did considerably well, it was the first interview i have had since i got anxiety and pa's, but the...

i have sent out about 10 resume's waiting on replies

i know this  sounds horrible but i am begining to really dislike my mother, all she does is lose it at me constantly then when i state my case she turns it back on me, so that pisses me off no...

well things seem to go from bad to worse today i got evicted. i have 2 weeks to vacate the premises. i can't really say anything but, FUCK!!!!!!

well i'm feeling much better today, yesterday just got to much for me and i was overwhlemed, firstly i want to thank everone who commented, hugged and messaged me, it meant alot to know that ppl...

well, i went to court to support my brother today, we tried to get bail for him,  i was trembling in the court room, i couldn't breathe and i couldn't stop crying, i want my brother back so much. i...

ok, so i had yet another screaming match with my mother, it seems i alwayz have the ability to say the wrong thing and make her flip at me, she keeps saying i can't talk to u anymore rachael, but all...

so it's 2 a.m. and i have to work tomorrow, once again i can't sleep, once again i think of all the things worrying me, and i'm wondering.... why. why do i feel like i'm just the shaddow of me,  i...

well i don't know what time i got to sleep last night, but it was very unsettled i woke up a miilion times, one including my mother vacuuming the house, i coulda killed her, so here's the story on...

so its 3 a.m. i am so exhausted, and i cant sleep, i've tried for ages but now i'm just got up again coz i've been told if u cant sleep to get up for a while because laying in bed just makes u...

well well well, friday hey we meet again, i have decided that i'm goin out tonight, but i wanna go somewhere different, i haven't done this for 12 months but my friend and i are goin about an hour...

well here we meet again, lol, it's nearly one a.m., lucky for me i don't have to work in the morning, i have spent a few hours on this site tonight and i am feeling kinda um..... dunno, but yeah it...

well, what to say, its nearly one a.m. and i have to work in less than eight hours but, i can't sleep because it seems my mind never gives me a break i dont know when this will stop or if it ever...