ok so, looks like i am keeping my house. i'm so happy about that. my mum is moving out on the 1st of march, and my bestfriend is moving in on the 2nd. i really think i'm gonna benefit from this greatly, for example, it's friday night right now, i have sat home all night on my own and not seen anyone, and i think tomorrow night will be the same, but when fiona moves in, she'll have ppl over and i think that it will be good to maintain a bit of a social life as i fear i'm becoming too much of a loner. lol. hmm what else is news, i have pinpointed when my anxiety is at it's worst and it' s usually if i drive or go somewhere in the morning, when i go and see my bro it's 2 hours away, so when we get on the road i am having shallow breathing most of the way. and when i go to work it's ten minutes away and the whole drive there i'm on the verge of pulling over just for a breather. i think i should stop getting up ten minutes b4 i have to leave the house and just take time out to relax into the day, but it's a little hard when i get little to no sleep, but last night i went to bed at about midnight and actually slept the whole night, it was amazing. but as i went to melbourne and back and it made me real tired i slept for about 3 hours when i got home so no doubt i won't be sleeping tonight. xx well i think i have spoken enough crap for now xx