well well well, friday hey we meet again, i have decided that i'm goin out tonight, but i wanna go somewhere different, i haven't done this for 12 months but my friend and i are goin about an hour away, to go party, i'm trying not to think of anxiety at all because i have to drive there and back, and i'm hoping to have a good night, i'm sick and tired of sitting at home every weekend while my friends are all out having the time of their lives, wondering whats rachaels problem, she doesn't do anything anymore, they really don't understand this whatsoever, and i hope they never do. so wish me luck everyone, and i hope everyone is good while i'm away, i'll be back tomorrow night, love and kisses to everyone.