well i'm feeling much better today, yesterday just got to much for me and i was overwhlemed, firstly i want to thank everone who commented, hugged and messaged me, it meant alot to know that ppl care. i love you all, everyday i'm here i am growing stronger and feeling happier.so i went to work today, it was great i had so much fun, you have no idea how much fun a dentist really can be. lollnot much else to say today, thanx again everyone. hugzzxx